You’ve been on this long journey now called life. Obviously you’re still alive trying to find answers of the purpose of why we are all here, but that is still a big unknown. finding that would be just an endless waltz since at this point, that outlook of that spectrum is not even at its view-able form.
For your personal reason, please keep your head up high and stop getting so selfish. Even though I know deep down inside It feels like you really need someone, when the true thing you need is yourself to look up now instead of down. Be glad your alive because you could of been dead a couple of days ago. This always happens to you with this slight depression always trying to stop you breathing, but I know your good side really wants to keep you alive for another glorious day.
Just think about the people that care, not the ones that don’t. The ones that are always thinking about you and dig your vibes. Jordan you fucking asshole, get some sleep. Hopefully tomorrow you get your answers, your comfort, and things just straightened. I know you’ve been hating on life deep down for a couple of months now, but this doorway could be just the answer that needs to be open to see a brighter horizon.
From the mind that is glad you didn’t open the wrong door,